done!!! AA..

aaarrrrrggghhhh!!! lega rase ble dpt end up bnda yg dr dulu nk end up.. aku dh lpas dr dia spenuhnya!!! sumpah lega gle..mmg dr dulu nk mnta dilpaskn,tp die yg refuse tuk lpaskan aku...but now,die agree nk lpaskn aku.. :) bkn ape,jz nk bnda ni sume totally clear yg aku dh x ade pape kaitan ag ngn die.. first 2 mmg nk buang die abish2,tp cm biase la kan ade la rase ckit2 ag yg t'tggl kan..tp lantak la..ni sume 4 da sake of aku ngn dia.. yeah aku admit die la yyg plg aku syg tp xley la go on... i'm sory AA... we stop till here...i do rmmbr all those things we had together..thanx... AA..i hope u akn heppy pasni,mane tau ade gurl yg sggp 2 be wif u...i'm always here pray 4 u dear.. no matter wut,u still da best memories i ever had.. sad tbe2 ble teringat sume tp xley wt pape dh..i got right to choose da better 1 for me.. spnjang ngn AA 4 about 1 year plus,byk gud n bad things i've learn.. :) no matter wut thanx sayang for all this while...i'm sory sayang cz i need to let u go cz i've met my soulmate(cinta)

cinta....jgn pk len lak ble i've written sayang for him... i do love u..only u.. :)

syg n cinta.. :)

sape syg n sape cinta...hehe..ini kisah dulu2 yg nk share blek..ni sume teringat pas chat ngn kwn aku td..*che hanisah(iloveyou,hehe) bnda yg same cm ape nisa cter happen kat aku actually.... yes aku mmg dh ade Cinta..tp on da same time aku still ade Syg jgak... due org yg mmg berbeza....n kesh yg berbeza dlm idup aku.. klu syg,aku mmg hepy gle tp aku xkan hepy ngn die all da time.. cinta,tersgt hepy n sntiase hepy... klu syg,aku x ley kol die byk2 kali ag2 mlm,nnt msti kene mrh n maki..emm...n cinta,kol la bpe byk un,xkire pg ptg siang mlm,xkan pnh mrh ckit un..syg,klu ngh wt keje o bz,even aku anta text kate rndu un,kdg2 kne mrh gak..cinta,bz mane un,xkire keje ape un die ngh wat,die ttap akan agkt kol aku lmbut2,xmrah,ckp bek2 then nnt die ckp die akn kol ble die dh x bz.. syg,time 3bln pertama,dh tgglkan aku tbe2 jz sbb mslah stdy ckit..moment yg plg perit dlm idup aku stakat ni ialah time aku xda syg..tbe2 ok..tbe2 aku ilang owg plg aku syg..bnda plg phit la..smpi aku xley dgr lagu yg same ngn msg tone syg..sume cz aku terlampau tggukan text syg..xnk ag rase!!!! cinta,3bln pertama ni,die un ade mslah stdy gak..tp tersgt b'bza ngn syg.. cinta x pnh terlntas ckit un nk tgglkan aku even die ngh down cm 2..ape yg die lalui actually lbey mencabar life as a stdnt dr ape syg kene dlu..tp cinta kuat je..n aku 4 sure always support die...xkire time die success o jth.. :) syg,xkan sver aku...time awl2 cple je..ble dh lame,klu die tbe2 rndu,bru sver.. cinta.stiap mlm saver wei!!! stiap mlm rndu..haha..n sbnarnye stiap mase rndu! due2 meroyan sepanjang cuti sem..ade gak bnda bek n bruk kat dowg... syg...u mmg x kan tgglkan i smpi ble2 cm ape yg u dh jnji,tp selama u x lpaskan i smpi sknz,u actually lbey byk hurt i dr make me hepy..u mmg da only 1 yg i cye xkan wat hal,tp u terlampau kasar n x hormat i..sory..i mmg nk ngn u smpi ble2,tp i nk kte hepy bkn i suffering cmni..  Cinta..iloveyousomuch..so many things bout u yg wat dlm idup i yg wat i realise yg i ade hak tuk rase bhgia..cm ape yg u wat tuk i smpi saat ni..ya allah,i suffering almost 1year.,..then dpt happiness cm sknz..xpnh terbayang kot..hee...alhamdulilah,allah still bg aku pluang tuk rase bhgia..thanx b!

p/s: aku still a girl yg xperfect.. :) andai cinta jdoh aku,alhamdulilah sgt...andai syg jdoh aku,aku terima je...

thanx for everything!!

tittle cm suspen ckit je kan..nk kate tittle lpaskan mrah un bley,tittle hepy un ley...kan??hhahaa..but thanx god,2 tittle happy actually!!! it's about an AWESOME result wif GREAT person!!! hehe..alhamdulilah result sem ni ok..meningkat la jugak kan.. :) tp tersgt la x puas ati ngn 3 sbject..1st cz lctrr GILE CEREWET!! 2nd n 3rd mgkn xda rezeki.. tp x pelah..always think positive.. bnda ni sume la actually bg ag smangt nk wat ag better sem dpan ni..hee..mgkn xda rezeki tuk 3sbject tue tuk dpt A,tp x pe..rzeki msing2 kan... n da best rezeki or easy to say best gift from gor to me is DIA!!!! thanx dia cz spnjg sem ni ade tuk sy ye awk..hee..byk gle bg support..org yg plg byk kene dgr aku nye bebel yg x bnti is da only one CINTA.. :) ni happy ni nk ckp ni..hahaha..dia la yg dgr if xpuas ati ngn teamate time wt asgmnt,dia la yg bg support tuk ciapkan sume asgmnt even mlas nk mati,dia la yg tgk sume carry mark sy(hahaha),dia la yg tgk sy nangis kat dpn studio sbb carry mark fucker,dia gak la yg pkse stdy smpi nangis kene pkse, n dia gak la MAIN REASON sy achieve sume kejayaan ni... :) thanx sgt2.. dia x pnh stop bg support smpi nk msuk dwan die still bg smangat.. mane nk dpt org cm 2 sknz..dia sowg je..hee... die bpak la sbar lyn kerenah sy yg mcm2 nye ngade2 mlas nk stdy time final..pjuk tue,pjuk ni...haha.. n da most important thing,di saat tau reslt td,dia still bg support even sy x puas ati ngn result ni..n sbb dia,sy always pk +ve..cm dia ckp,rezeki masing2 syg... :) adoi bersemangat nye pastu!!!hehehe.. hubby...thanx 4 everything ea..iloveyousomuch

wiSh YOu bE hERe

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember, all those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn....
What I'd do to have you
here...
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

p/s:i do really miss every single thing about you and i wish time could run a bit more faster so that i will able to meet u A.S.A.P!!!


               IDOLOVEYOUSOFUCKINGMUCH!!!

tears of damn disappointed

THANX.....1st word wanna say to u...u're juz da same as others dude!!!xyh nk xplain pape o bg alsan pape ag..no such reason 4 wut u've done... who r they 2 u??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!! did u need 2 hide anything from them? especially regarding da matter of us!!?? at least dia 2 xda nk hide all those thing cm ape yg u ngh wat rite now k..he will surely let me know even bnda 2 might hurt i! compare 2 u,i've know it myself!!!!! n u da 1 who pretending nice behind a piece of shit!!!!!!! 

p/s: thanx...there's no need 2 explain neither say any word to me!!

i'm crazy over u!!!

no matter wut i do...
all i think about is u...
i love u..n i need u...
n it's more than u'll ever know...
everybody think i'm crazy...
but they dun understand...
u're all i have...

he is sensible n incredible..
he says everything i need to hear..
n it's like i couldnt ask 4 anything better...
he opens up my door...
u're so in loved and act insane
n that's da way i loved u!!!

he never makes me wait
n he calls exactly when he says he will
n i know everything about u..
i dun wanna live without u..
i'm only up when u're not down..
doesnt wanna fly if u still on da ground..
it's like no matter wut i do..
U DRIVE ME CRAZY!!!!!!

ILOVEYOUSOMUCH CINTA!!!!!

i will be...

  there's nothing i could say to u..nothing i could ever do...to make u see wut u mean to me..
      all da pain da tears i cried...still u nver say gudbye..n now i know how far u go...
            i know i let u down..but it's not like dat now..diz time i'll nver let u go..
     i will be..all dat u want..n get myself tgther..cause u keep me from falling apart...
                  all my life..i'll be wif u 4ever..2 get u through da day..n make e'thing ok...
      u're da one thing i got right..da only 1 i let inside..now i can breathe cause here wif me...
               n if i let u down..i'll turn it all around..cause i would nver let u go..
 cause without u i cant sleep..i'm not gonna ever let u leave..u're all i've got..u're all i want..
    n withou u i dunno wut i'd do..i cant nver ever live a day without u..here wif me..do u see...
                                                             you're all i need...

                                                                   lots love to u